By: iyo_embong

Many times I feel I do not exist and not being appreciated. I feel as if I am only a fragment of imagination. I always try to live everyday trying to serve and please people all the time. Often that brings a lot of disappointments. Sometimes I tell myself never to do it again – but emptiness always follows. I have nothing to prove to you or to anyone else. I am my own person. I act according to my will and to His will.

I do not speak of my achievements. No matter how great they are, they will be forgotten because time is present, and all of us will soon be absent. A super sensible being beyond our most indefinable thoughts will extract us from the frame of this world. He will reveal His promise of glory and endless love.

My ultimate goal in life is to be worthy of that promise. I struggle very hard, and sometimes I do not feel confident to continue. I too, am drawn to temptation. However, through ‘FAITH’ I do not give up because I believe that the mere effort of trying to please Him will bring about unanimous rewards.

Instead, I speak about my passion for life…my very being. I like seeing God in other people because I am more careful with my actions. I am gentler and more loving towards them. Everyone has the capability to love and be loved. After all, that is our very essence.

I seek righteousness in everything that I do because I want to live a good life. A life that’s BLESSED, CERTAIN, and COMPLETE.

Learn to accept your own imperfections because despite of them, you are still perfect the way God made you. Learn to deal with your insecurities for their will always be that hidden terrorist within us. Realize that they are only products of vanity. If we weren’t so vain then we wouldn’t know about them.

Our happiness is in our hands. If we want to be happy we can be.

Desire for INNOCENCE, PURITY and SIMPLICITY. Always be appreciative of everything and everyone around you. I try to be like that all the time (I admit I sometimes fail) and I find that I am more at peace and at ease. That way I avoid harshly criticizing others because I believe that each one of us is different. If you keep watching every step that other people take, you’ll stumble on your own.

If God created us all alike then I simply wouldn’t need you and you wouldn’t need me.

We are all blessed, in different ways and days. Share with an open heart.

Try to remember God as many times as you can during the day. If there’s one thing I don’t regret having, it’s my relationship with God.

If you don’t want to feel pain, don’t cause pain. Free your mind, free your heart, free your soul. Life is not material. It is DIVINE. The heart does not need evidence; it knows, it feels. If it fails you, leave it to your mind to cure.

I suggest that we observe nature. Most of world’s best figures of speech and lessons in life come from nature. That is why God Himself uses a lot of it in a form of parables.

I think that the most important thing that’s keeping me sane is my privacy, quite moments, to listen to my heart/spirit and of course to have a quite moment with God. I make sure that I get my own dose of privacy everyday. I say to people that I go outside to sit and to paint the sky. Find the best hours for you to do it.

I wish to inspire whoever stumbles upon my words. I like to pretend it’s my mission.

Don’t argue with me. This is my testimony. After all…it’s my life.

Stay in God’s love always…and remember, TO STAY IN PEACE!

By: iyo_embong